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" come here and hold me, make me feel better. i promise i'm good enough. tell me you can love me, even the worst of me. even the worst. "

A STUDY REGARDING the absence of being acknowledged, metaphor based on classic album in a time lapse by ludovico einaudi. oliver studies themes of poetry translated in instruments and symphonies. of unwritten love sonnets and a never ending longing for the idea of being heard, and reaching for it in a toxic idea of prodigiousness. through musical notes and torn music sheets, a desperate attempt of humanization through what was once called family haunts oliver. his character is a lost puzzle piece in midst of something that should be complete.

BASIC SUMMARY INCLUDING MOST SIGNIFICANT EVENTS. — Oliver Lyon Auclair was born in France and spent most of his life there, amid the prestige and tradition of his family, renowned in the music industry. From an early age, he was molded to be a prodigy: expected to shine, stand out, and live up to the high expectations of his family. His constant companion throughout his childhood was his adoptive sister, Cassie Becker Auclair, who became his support system amidst so many demands and pressures.
From a young age, Oliver impressed the world with his talent: he sang and played the piano with rare skill, participating in international performances that drew the attention of critics and audiences. Despite his early success, the pressure to always "do more and better" made it difficult for him to form friendships, and recognition never seemed enough in the eyes of his family.Oliver became non-speaking after a street accident that severely damaged his larynx (complete aphonia; trauma and bilateral paralysis of the vocal cords). The impact compromised his vocal cords, making it impossible to produce sound. He can still breathe, swallow, and move normally, but any attempt to speak fails. Over time, he learned to communicate through gestures, expressions, and writing, carrying with him the silent memory of the accident, which marked both his body and his relationship with the world.He avoids talking about the accident, especially with Cassie, knowing she would feel guilty about what happened. To others, he usually downplays the situation, simply saying it was "a car accident" or something similar. When pressured or questioned too much, he prefers to avoid the subject. The trauma, combined with family pressure to quickly return to excellence, led to anxiety attacks that still plague him.

The accident led to the loss of what many considered his "shine," becoming a more withdrawn and often distant person—something he still tries to work on today, especially with his sister. The event caused Oliver to alienate several people from his life, eventually falling into a bottomless pit that led him to smoking and even drinking as an escape from what he longed to forget.Today, he studies and performs on the piano in a number of venues, slowly building a career out of it. His passion for the instrument has never waned despite the accident. Lyon still pursues a musical career: despite his general passion for the arts, music has become something he says he can't live without. In addition to the university he currently attends in California, he accepts jobs and performs, maintaining his presence in the music scene.Currently, Oliver is distant, but not hostile. He communicates primarily through gestures, expressions, and writing on pads or notebooks. When he needs to express himself through words, his messages are usually short and direct, reflecting his shyness and careful delivery of each sentence. Rarely does he get upset, and his movements reflect a gentle grace, matching his calm expression.Ludovico Einaudi's album "In a Time Lapse" reflects his personality and adds to the metaphor of songs having no lyrics. He expresses himself through music, and as a whole, Oliver is a character rooted in artistic expression.

ㅤLIFE :ㅤ UNDER CONSTRUCTION.ㅤBROTHERS:ㅤ Oliver meets Cassie Becker Auclair, his adopted sister. He begins to understand that he doesn't need "people like him." Cassie wasn't like that; she was the opposite of himself. A mirror image. She was rebellious, explosive, and not at all closed off, and he loved that. The orchestra indicates them growing together, discovering comfort in each other's company, and supporting their dreams. Oliver shows immense support for his sister regarding her gender identity and transition, introducing her to clothing considered feminine and his horrible attempts to make her up by stealing their mother's makeup.ㅤEXPERIENCE:ㅤ UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

* DISCOGRAPHY ANALYSIS

ㅤBURNING:ㅤ UNDER CONSTRUCTION.ㅤWALK:ㅤ UNDER CONSTRUCTION.ㅤDISCOVERY IN THE WOODS:ㅤ EM CONSTRUÇÃO.